Who doesn't love a pretty view? Photos from that night with the gang.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Church has been a tad different plus a month or so back I was building a wall around me (due to many many things which PRAISE THE LORD I am slowly overcoming) and now as I open up again, it just/still feels different.
Everyone is growing up and we have different opinions and it's getting complicated and I don't like that at all. Church is a place for people to go to to feel at ease and not be worried by the task you have in church. Altho' we are naturally worriers, it doesn't mean we... I can't continue, such things are sensitive. I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just saying it feels different.
I think we need to remember that whatever we do we do for God. We need to trust in Him and if it fails, it's okay, it really is. Better to try then not try at all.
But then again, it may just be me. Cramps talking? Haha.
ttfn.
Everyone is growing up and we have different opinions and it's getting complicated and I don't like that at all. Church is a place for people to go to to feel at ease and not be worried by the task you have in church. Altho' we are naturally worriers, it doesn't mean we... I can't continue, such things are sensitive. I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just saying it feels different.
I think we need to remember that whatever we do we do for God. We need to trust in Him and if it fails, it's okay, it really is. Better to try then not try at all.
But then again, it may just be me. Cramps talking? Haha.
ttfn.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Am I selfish if I want it to be a stress-free thing? The sudden feeling to not want to be tied down is strong or actually it always has been there and I never felt it, till now. I like you and you know that but when we say take things slow, I hope we stick with that and if it doesn't work out, it'll be alright yes? I suppose the fear in me is just too strong. Leaving it to God but I just needed to say it. I don't know where else to. You're not doing anything wrong by the way, it's me (what's new? hahahaha)
Then again, it might be 3:55am me talking. Goodnight.
#honesty #fromtheheart
Then again, it might be 3:55am me talking. Goodnight.
#honesty #fromtheheart
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Been feeling down since yesterday night and it only happens at night but I have no idea why. All I know is that my heart just feels super down and I would be all quiet and sad. It feels awful and weird. I hope it'll go away soon.
Here's a random picture of my hand and it has no link with my post at all. kthzbaii.
Here's a random picture of my hand and it has no link with my post at all. kthzbaii.
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
#170512
How should I begin?
Graduation. Yes I've graduated. After 3 long yet somehow seem short years. It was an interesting day, definitely bittersweet from the start till the end. I met up with Nicole (I mean how can we not end with our daily routine?) and when we got there, memories poured in like craycray. To even think that all these have actually ended for months is really crazy.
There we stood waiting for Pheebs, hugging everyone that we meet, q-ing up to register ourselves and for a moment, I was in complete flashback mode. Just looking around, smiling and soaking it in.
We were brought into the Robing Room after registering, other than the CCC students, we were also graduating with the STA students which was nice because friends like Jah, Ellen, Alex & Shawal were there.
Padma was kind enough to help me robe-on properly, she made me look nice, THANKS PADMA! And we all sat in our rows and waited for time to pass. After which we made our way into the theatre and GRADUATED. The after-thing was much more fun because I went around taking pictures with whoever I could bump into.
Firstly my brother and aunt came to see me graduate and honestly, I was really really happy that my brother came, it meant the world to me. Of course it was nice to have my aunt around. (:
Girls. I honestly don't know what to type here (you two wrote really good stuff on your blogs, can't match up uh, hehh) but the both of you should know that without you guys, I wouldn't have survived the rest of my poly years.
Pheebs, you were my motivation to be a better student. Your death stares when I say I want to partial have really helped me improve myself even if you don't see it but it has. I will always love your question, "Anna, can I ask you a serious question?" and it came to a point where I knew what the question exactly was gonna be!!! And babe, your hair is always beautiful! *winks* Thanks for listening to my crap all the time! 不要走好不好？:(
Nicole, you were my "everything" buddy. Harry Potter, Transformers, Glee, etc etc. You are always listening to my rants/problems and I love it that I when I "force" you to cab home with me you will cause it's always fun to chill at the back of the cab with you. I've learnt a lot from you too, thank you for always being there.
நான் உன்னை நேசிக்கிறேன்
Thank you both. Hugs hugs. frenz4evaz!
And we had #ootd shots cause we looked nice and we were all wearing in shades of pink/red. Yay us!
To these three boys, it's nice to see that towards the end of my poly life, we have become friends. Your company has always been full of nonsensical fun and it has been such joy. The three of you are really genuinely nice guys so thumbs up! (Hehh.)
Hi Bims. You were a huge part of my poly life. We used to hang out all the time and I'm so glad to have met you. You would always motivate me in class and listen to my endless chatter. I love you so much and I wish you all the best in your life. You will always be my bims.
GERMS!!! You're just the bestest RJ/toilet/staircase buddy ever. I'm so happy that we got close after awhile and you could stand my nonsense. I can't believe we are parting ways, I hope we'll meet often in the future. 爱你多多！
Oh Ange, where do I even start with you? You have brought so much joy into my life. All our talks and trips to your house to "study" and sing and make videos will always be with me. I will always remember when I called you when I was drunk, I think that was the best convo ever. Haha! Thanks for being my friend.
To my year 1 sem 1 classmates, I'm so glad we're still in contact after so long even tho' we don't hang out as often. It's nice to graduate along side Jah & Ellen and it was definitely nice to bump into tuckpohware!! I love you guys, you made my first half the year in my poly year the best. Hugs and kisses!
AMMAR! We have been friends for 9 freaking years!!! And we have graduated yet another time. To many more years! FRENZ4EVAZ!
Hi Miss Eileen! Where are our pictures together??! Can you upload 快一点？Anyways, I wanna say that you have been a great friend to me. Thanks for listening to my random phone calls for help. It's sad that you're leaving SG, I'm gonna miss you loads. Let's hang out more before you leave kay! You helped me through my poly days! It's because of you, I got a B+ for branding! :D
Graduation. Yes I've graduated. After 3 long yet somehow seem short years. It was an interesting day, definitely bittersweet from the start till the end. I met up with Nicole (I mean how can we not end with our daily routine?) and when we got there, memories poured in like craycray. To even think that all these have actually ended for months is really crazy.
There we stood waiting for Pheebs, hugging everyone that we meet, q-ing up to register ourselves and for a moment, I was in complete flashback mode. Just looking around, smiling and soaking it in.
We were brought into the Robing Room after registering, other than the CCC students, we were also graduating with the STA students which was nice because friends like Jah, Ellen, Alex & Shawal were there.
Padma was kind enough to help me robe-on properly, she made me look nice, THANKS PADMA! And we all sat in our rows and waited for time to pass. After which we made our way into the theatre and GRADUATED. The after-thing was much more fun because I went around taking pictures with whoever I could bump into.
Firstly my brother and aunt came to see me graduate and honestly, I was really really happy that my brother came, it meant the world to me. Of course it was nice to have my aunt around. (:
Girls. I honestly don't know what to type here (you two wrote really good stuff on your blogs, can't match up uh, hehh) but the both of you should know that without you guys, I wouldn't have survived the rest of my poly years.
Pheebs, you were my motivation to be a better student. Your death stares when I say I want to partial have really helped me improve myself even if you don't see it but it has. I will always love your question, "Anna, can I ask you a serious question?" and it came to a point where I knew what the question exactly was gonna be!!! And babe, your hair is always beautiful! *winks* Thanks for listening to my crap all the time! 不要走好不好？:(
Nicole, you were my "everything" buddy. Harry Potter, Transformers, Glee, etc etc. You are always listening to my rants/problems and I love it that I when I "force" you to cab home with me you will cause it's always fun to chill at the back of the cab with you. I've learnt a lot from you too, thank you for always being there.
நான் உன்னை நேசிக்கிறேன்
Thank you both. Hugs hugs. frenz4evaz!
And we had #ootd shots cause we looked nice and we were all wearing in shades of pink/red. Yay us!
Oh hi Von! Thanks for constantly being encouraging to all of us! You've helped me so much! 谢谢你!
Hi Bims. You were a huge part of my poly life. We used to hang out all the time and I'm so glad to have met you. You would always motivate me in class and listen to my endless chatter. I love you so much and I wish you all the best in your life. You will always be my bims.
GERMS!!! You're just the bestest RJ/toilet/staircase buddy ever. I'm so happy that we got close after awhile and you could stand my nonsense. I can't believe we are parting ways, I hope we'll meet often in the future. 爱你多多！
Oh Ange, where do I even start with you? You have brought so much joy into my life. All our talks and trips to your house to "study" and sing and make videos will always be with me. I will always remember when I called you when I was drunk, I think that was the best convo ever. Haha! Thanks for being my friend.
To my year 1 sem 1 classmates, I'm so glad we're still in contact after so long even tho' we don't hang out as often. It's nice to graduate along side Jah & Ellen and it was definitely nice to bump into tuckpohware!! I love you guys, you made my first half the year in my poly year the best. Hugs and kisses!
AMMAR! We have been friends for 9 freaking years!!! And we have graduated yet another time. To many more years! FRENZ4EVAZ!
Hi Miss Eileen! Where are our pictures together??! Can you upload 快一点？Anyways, I wanna say that you have been a great friend to me. Thanks for listening to my random phone calls for help. It's sad that you're leaving SG, I'm gonna miss you loads. Let's hang out more before you leave kay! You helped me through my poly days! It's because of you, I got a B+ for branding! :D
To my dear rhapsody, performers for graduation day, (missing david & diyanah) thanks for being part of it! It was nice to see all of you on this very special of mine. *jumpsforjoy*
Of course there are a lot more to talk about but I shall stop here but hugs and kisses!
I've graduated guys! Thank you to everyone whose been part of my life within these 3 years.
Lotsa love, Anna.
Lotsa love, Anna.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Friday, May 11, 2012
To be honest, I have been trying to be strong but I just feel so weak at the end of the day. I know I say that I'm leaving it to God but I have not, I've been avoiding, running away because everything scares me. I was once filled with so much passion and I had a dream but now I'm just afraid, afraid to dream. I've lost it. I'm really trying tho' but I feel so alone in this.
I'm leading Bible Study for YA this Saturday and it's on Fear & Faith, I looked at the questions and I just couldn't do it. Helpless.
I'm really trying.
And people can still say that they feel that I'm rather irresponsible as a chairperson. I was really hurt. I really am trying my best to do my best. I don't blame anyone cause I suppose the truth hurts? I wanna step down right now, I'm in no position to lead anyone.
Crying so badly now. Do You hear me Lord? I'm just so heartbroken from everything.
Rejections I've been through but not in such amounts within such a short period of time.
I'm leading Bible Study for YA this Saturday and it's on Fear & Faith, I looked at the questions and I just couldn't do it. Helpless.
I'm really trying.
And people can still say that they feel that I'm rather irresponsible as a chairperson. I was really hurt. I really am trying my best to do my best. I don't blame anyone cause I suppose the truth hurts? I wanna step down right now, I'm in no position to lead anyone.
Crying so badly now. Do You hear me Lord? I'm just so heartbroken from everything.
Rejections I've been through but not in such amounts within such a short period of time.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Speechless
Photo credits: Nicole
Edited by me.
Edited by me.
So, I actually won a contest which got me a chance to meet the Youtube Stars @ the press conference. I missed my chance with them @ Kbox but thank God there were plenty more opportunities. I invited Nicole along and I'm so glad she agreed, she would always make me feel comfortable. I was really nervous to ask questions tho' but when it came to taking pictures, I was just LET'S DO THIS!
Surprisingly... David Choi remembers me! I feel so honored. I went up to him and he started to ask me whether I like his free jacket from TopShop, haha. He's just super sweet. And come on, his music is just so inspirational. Fan girl forever. #bestfriend (inside joke)
The other Youtube Stars were obviously awesome as well! Tiffany Alvord, Ana Free, Jason Chen, Joseph Vincent and our local youtuber, CLO. They were super nice and friendly. So blessed to be able to get pictures with them.
Photo credits: Pheebs
Edited by me.
On Saturday, I went for the Youtube Stars concert. It was a pity that Finna couldn't make it :/ My DC buddy. But thank God for Pheebs, whom I invited to come. During the press conference, I then realized that I also scored 2 free tickets to the concert and so, I invited Zal & Josh to come along. It was hilarious. I had such a good time. The entire concert was amazing. No kidding. Even tho' we had to stand for 3 hours, it was worth it. Thanks guys for coming with me!
Love.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
HELLO! How's your week so far? Rhapsody's concert is on Friday. Really excited but at the same time a little sad. It's really the last performance for the seniors. I just want to say that despite all the ups and downs, I'm so glad we stuck together. As for the juniors, I will miss you guys. But I'll leave all these sentimental stuff for another time, let's put up a good show.
Had full run today, I think we did pretty well! Tomorrow we'll be having bump in, we can do it!!!
On a side note, I have randomly gotten a pimple, AH WELLS. CONCEAL CONCEAL. Can't wait to see the youtubers. Are you? Cause I am!
It's late, a long day tomorrow. Goodnight! Have a great week/end.
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